Numb

I woke up numb today.
Too much to think about,
Too much to feel.
It's almost more than I can bear.

My soul vibrates like a harp string.
One more thing and it will snap,
And then where will I be?
I don't think even the Divine knows.

Too many responsibilities.
Too much baggage.
I stint on nothing.
The burden will destroy me.

I don't trust.
I don't accept.
I can't believe.
My faith is lost.

Where do I go from here?
The Path, once so clear,
Is now shrouded in mist.
I'm afraid I've lost me.

Still, I must carry on.
To stop, is to die.
Maybe I can rest a moment.
Can I die just a little?